What is my boring matter?

Yeaterday, I telephoned to my home.My elder brother received my call. We have  not communicated each other for a long time. We talked about a half an hour. And today.My father telephoned to me. He worried about me that family matter influence my study.

If you mention what is my boring things. there are two things which obsessed with me all the time.For one things,  My elder brother don't have regular work to do now. He has offered a lot help to me and I want to appreciate him. But at present, I still go to school and don't have much chance to help him. I am worry about it. I feel sorry, even guilt if I receive too much help from him and I can help him. For another, It is that my parents' body are not fit well. They all have illnesses and need help from their sons. My forther has pleurisy illness . And my mother has high blood pressure illness. they are 53 and 52 years old respective my forther and mother this year. But I have been 25 years old this year and have been a adult. I cann't count on my parents and my relatives any more. I should stand on my feet and should take care of my parents perfectly. I should carry out my responsibility of being a son character.

It is true that I have great pressure. I must try my best to study and hold strong mind to comeover the difficulties. I trust I can complete my doctor degree in my anticipation. I believe that We must have wonderful future.