So many things I have to do but nothing I can do

   Tomorrow will be another day,another month,it's the start of the National Day.I mean to 

learn some professional knowledge these days,but I don't know how to learn.

   I have so many professional books,so so so many,and I know little of them,

so I feel blue.If I have time,maybe I can learn many of them,but I don't.The books just 

like "advanced programming in the unix environment","programming pears","Algorithm",

linux kernel "...I am very interested of them,I want to learn all of them well,but everyone 

that it's not easy,on the contrary its very difficult.

  I don't know how to learn them,maybe i should keeping work hard.But even more hard 

work i do,I can't understand clearly.expressly the linux kernel and the algorithm...I know 

I should take more practice,but i lack of time...

   Whatever,tomorrow is National Day,and then mid-autumn festival is coming...i will go home 

in mid-autumn festival,I don't have the mid-autumn festival with my family so many years.

so this year I must to go home for the mid-autumn festival with my family.My parent is miss

me,and i miss they too.I hope they healthy,happy.But I think if I go home to for the mid-autumn festival

they will really feel happy....

  The first thing is to have a good holiday,and then come back school and keep going to

learn my professional knowledge.I will learn some mathematics knowledge when i back to school,

that till be the first thing i will do.After that,it's time for me to learn the linux device drive

and linux kernel...Also,I need to review the C/C++ and data structure,algorithm,and so on..

so fuck my life,I have so many things,I know I should do that step by step but I can't...

Ier~~~the National Day will come in two minutes,so I need to stop now...^_^

Whatever,have a good holiday to all...thanks