I should face failure

     I had a dream for the failure to the entrance exam to the post graduate last night. After forty or fifty years, I recalled that exam. It’s still a stupid failure. I thought in the dream that I have the biggest defect since my graduation from college. I can’t focus on my decision. I was always thinking about what I should do arrive the bank of the success to my work and life. And sometimes I made the correct direction and decision. But the biggest problem is that I will ignore or forget the decision because I think about another thing. That means I have not a purified mind to put on such an activity which cost me so much mind and time to decide. Maybe these decisions will change my life. In fact, they are so important for me to change my life. I took great will to decide doing so. But I didn’t put all my heart on it, so I failed finally. I shouldn’t fail, but I did. It’s a great lesson for me. Such a lesson will be very useful to my future work and life.