From now on,I will bring up my sprit!

Recently,bad emotions has always been on my mind.I think it's very hard to demonstrate what actually these feelings are about.Basically,I think I am as just many normal university graduates concerned about my future,since I take the postgraduate admission test this year on 1.19,I just cann't focus on my true feeling ,I am looking forward to identifing to everybody that I am not a common university graduate,I want to be a successful man,So when I am at school,I tried to make my best to be a fullly-developed man,both in academic and sports,I am now  a graduated student,my ex-classmates are focusing on their future,I just tried to relax myself,and especially want to develop good habits in this summer vacation,I said this is a summer vacation,because I am now a student yet,man should always develops good habits,such as learing all life,doing sports activities,trying to keep a calm and normal heart about life and himself,I think the top priority this summer is that I should make efficient plan for my postgraduate career,I should focus on my academic parts,that will lead to good salary after I graduate from Hua Qiao University,in order to lead  a happy life,I should work harder to concentrate on my academic parts.But can anybody tell me that what path should I go,I know I should select my own way of researching,actually I am totally confused about that.

And that is just one part of my confusions,I will turn to 24 years old ,my relatives who is at this age are mostly getting married,and some of them even have kids,I have not even decided what kind of girl that I want to falling love with,next semaster,I want to make some improvements in realtions with girls,maybe I will find a girl!