失业心情.1

从去年年中辞职到今天，在家已经半年多了，我开始甚至有些怀疑当初辞职的决定。一个人的悲哀莫过于由激情——充满希望——失望——绝望——无望——心死。

曾经有过的灿烂反衬着快绝望的心渐渐要走向无望。趁着心未死之际，为何不让短短的这瞬更加精彩？有人说，三十是个砍，有些人已经事业小成，而有些人还徘徊在十字路口；好也罢，差也罢，三十是幸福指数的分水岭。也就是说，三十的幸福度最低。用文字记录下这段坎坎坷坷的岁月，

Anyway, I am at home without job. Most of time, I try my best to find a new job, full of hope and passion. However, the reality is cruel. Everyday thousands of people wander in the personnal-recruiting market. Long-term staying at home make me badtempered. My emotion and spirit cannot relax and comfort.  Thus hubby should stand several unequal treatment. I consider if I were always immersed in lonely, helpless and hopeless, I would lose anything I own now. Worrying about my future, I turn older quickly and wrinkles climb to my face. 

What should I do? Days come,days go. I send hundreds of resumes in a week, but replied less. Where is my tomorrow?

I remember those splendid and glorious yesterdays before my twenty-five, surrounding with honour and flowers. Though belonging to past, they foil present embarrassing situation. Bugs are nibbling my heart. My passion and courage are challenged.

In the past, holding the thought I was a somebody and should do something, I entertain many ideas and ways to enhance myself. Badly beaten, however, I realize gradually that I am the common people.

What is wrong?

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