Come on

To tell the truth,I think i am a failure all the time although maybe most people  don't think so  or they think i am a  up and excellent  man . As things stand, i had not passed the cet4  , my ability of programming is so weak ,i can't fulfill most plan which i have made , i cant  live  by myself.

Some times I think why  ? why the reslut is this ? why i am so unuseful?

And how can i  do ? I am so lazy, it not mean the mind but the action. I usually think more and know  what i must do and how i should do  and what is   important and urgent for me . But most time  when i take action  I realize   it's not ideal and I always be defeated . This is my weakness.

Come on! Elvis_Chow!

I must change all of this,I must  keep up all of this!