What is the real me

Tonight  I feel  my mood is not steady.But i can't describe it clearly.I don't konw why.Recently i  has  seen the vedio of java and study english  every day  since i had been injured. I am very grateful to my friends who came  over me even they are busy .

But what is the real me , i feel that i can't concernt on a things which  i plan carefully at the beginning ,usually i give up to do something because of others things some of which are not important and urgent.You tell me ,if i do so ,how can i success ,how can i realize my dream.so please remind myself all the time , the time is passing ,if i can't keep up ,i will be a failure sooner and later.oh, not  ,it means that i can't success all  my life.

Please concernt on everything what i do and keep it up ,keep the passion ,prove that  who am i .A outstanding men.A

excellent men.