Day88:Last two weeks

   It is just two weeks before I will have done my part-job in Wuzhou. Today I am very sleepy, not knowing what to do.

   During two month, I get 4000 RMB for my work, but is what I did wothy for the work? I haven't finnished a perfect document from now on.Every staying there is just like taking vocation. I admit sometimes I try really hard, but since I met some difficulty I began to feel disappointted and never worked hard in confidence as before.

  This is my first experience for work, though poor salary, no more to improve for me, I still get something from it about how to get along with colleague and how to take part in the circle of working group. Most of time I behave so self-conceit that I ignore my shortcomings such as laziness and asocial character.

  Now I gain something new that failure doesn't mean to be mother of success for someone never gains anything from his failure, It is not failure cheering someone to improve but determination towards succes keeps him or her steping forward. By the same reason, poorness or trouble even death never stimulate someone sinked in sadness or despair, only his or her strong heart prevent him or her give up.

  So Let me be a huge man with a beating heart. Faced with stormwind directly but not staying away from them.I must realize I am not  a god managing my fate, because I am still strugging in the river of fate. Reality never acts as amine or novel, anyone isn't the main actor but anyone is the leading actor of the life of himself.

  In a word, the only treasure you own is yonth, you have enough time to undertake any failure and grow up in the stormwind with other fighting people. Imagine the sence of sun rising after this stormwind, perhaps something fasinating will show behind it, the smile of parents or friends, the love of your spouse.Only you pay your striving on your future, you have the qualification to enjoy anything you wish in your life.