To my teacher...

 When i saw the topic what the helao gave to us, my heart was really being shocked!!! I found i was so many words want to express, but i even didn't konw how to start a title.And i also didn't dear to face to myself. To be honest, i am so sorry to  say that i  really don't like what i study now. I hate code program, i hate Japanese!!!

      I know i  was a person who had used to pushed by others. So waen i came to the university , i was feeling so unwell. Like a laptop lost it's battery. Or a dove lost it's way... I lost the power and direction which i had drawn long long age... Now my life just like killing time!!! What i should do!!! Maybe it's too late to discuss this question

but i really want not to waste all the four years... Maybe i truely don't fit the college life... I know "stay foish, stay hungry",but i don' know how todo it... I am so upset, because i don't want to make my parent disapointed..I must bestir myself!!! 

      beause I know all that shouldn't beacame the cause of one's lose. And i also encouraged by the words which told by a teacher who i respected most.It's said that"When you do something ,you can don't like it ,you also can don't know the way to do it , but you must achieve it !"

      I am sorry to waste your time to read this words, but why i do this just want the right person to read it .if you are the right man,  i will say some words to you:"Sorry, teacher. I am not a good boy like to study by myself, but i really want to study well, really,really!!! So, can you pay more attention to me?No,no.don't need more,just a little is enough!!! I just wish you didn't ignore me..."

     Oh...just now i read the topic again, i found this article seems not to adapt to  the topic...SORRY!!!><

     recently, i have really spent more time on code programing, but i ....i didn't find i make some progress....I feel a little dispair....i just want to yell "HELP!!!"