from msn some feeling

For these days, I was almost lost myself.
What's your feeling when you have a lot in mind but can not speak them out?
You see me as the brightest boy,
but I am not that out-going,I am not Mr.Happy,
I am gloomy with myself actually.
I wanna find a person to talk to ,
I want someone to really know me,
To know the deep feeling in my mind,
NOT the things you see by your naked eyes!
A lot of times in my life,
I wanna give up
I think you know what I am talking about
I am myself in my life
BUT I am LOST in the world of we two.
I need another person to tell me I am not myself anymore
LIFE has been extraordinary happy
I U,lost me