end

it's not the result i expected , the competition really make me tired . Once wanted to quit , i am not so positive on it , but the result was really not the one i want.

However i have spend a lot of time and a mount of money into the competition . i want to have some rewards , not only as abstract as some technology but also something could be admitted directly by others .

I admire the experience i have got during the competition , as well as some other things it gives me , but i can do better.

It is true that do all the things by myself is difficulty , but i believe and i know i can do it better .

With not a bad starting , it seems that i have become a little pride and begin to take less attention or time to test .

Luckily pass the second examine and verify with the low score , i didn't realise the problem . There are chances to do test , but irresponsibly think i don't have to do the test . 

It is the end i want ? 

i can do better , i shouldn't take liberties with it . but it's no use to say this anymore .

 

Ninety li is only half of a hundred-li journey.

 

Similar thing should not happen again .