阳光充沛的一天

今天阳光很好，明晃晃的。在连续的阴雨天里，特别难得。

加上周末，我便决定把毛毯洗净晒了。

看完电影《左耳》。里面的演员都颜值都很高，很单纯的模样。欧豪流露的痞气也不多。故事很不错。

 

我常常有种无力感。经常不知道接下来该干嘛。躺着坐着发呆，刷屏，玩三国杀，看电影。

待到深夜，才记起我该干嘛，然而已经是睡眠时间。

我睡在客厅，风很凉爽，但身上仍旧觉得薄汗黏腻，刚刚洗完澡呐。也没运动。

去整理衣服。列出购买清单。整理书籍。

不购实体书，只做笔记摘抄感想等等。

整理护肤化妆品。列出购买清单。

洗干净鞋子3双。

 

5Sept, Saturday for the above.

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Today got a call with Wilson. so absurd his laugh, laugh at me.

I am feeling sad for this laugh. not due to the absurd laugh laugh at me. but my fault deserve that laugh.

I want to cry and shout to me :

DO NOT BE SO POOR, DO NOT SO WEAK ON YOURSELF'S POWER AND MIND!

TO BE THE POWERFUL GUY YOU WANT PLEASE!!!!

Previous Stephen said Justin and me has fair.but I do not admit that.

Now Roger said I am stupid, I want to overcome my scare.

I can see the limit of me now, they are to be break.

 

7Sep after SIM DRE. Rainy sad day.

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