Give up the marriage!

My wedding have been in almost one year.

I remember We have signed the contract at 2009.03.05.

Probably , my first marriage will give up.

I haven't conneted with her for about one week.

She don't accept my phone and call.

Oppos..............

What's the resean?I have a deeper think about your life.

Always unhappy.

Let me wish give up for many times.

In this blog, I have recorded some many times.

She always said my ex-girlfriend's things, make me say bad to ex, but i know i really love my ex, now, She is also my favirate

in my life.

I make many many mistaks in the pre-love.

But why the punishment is i should igore and slander what i have done , everything that i and my ex-girlfriends.

Now, I can't contract with my ex since  she is not belong to me forever, now she is staying with her husband.

the chinese new year will come.

but my mood is becoming worser and woreser.

My friend young is calling me : Mr. Lonely, LOL....

That's right.

Everything is going bad.

My Marriage, My Study, My Body.

Now, What i met the biggest prolem is my marriage.

We can't persist in good in two or three days.

We are not suitable , this is proving true.

What i can do is giving up it.

THis kind marriage without any warm, I should fling it aside.

1, I never feel happy wit her, Her mood is chaging dramaticly.

2, We have so different oppions on many things, for instace with friends, with my parents.

3, The biggest prolem is that she is minding my past, everthing wth my ex.

I give up.

This is the only road.

I think what i do for this lost.

1,I should hold on my study, get the PHD asap.

2,I should tell the truth to my family about why i should give up.

3,Make her be the main reason ,not me, I can do the best what i can do.

She don't accpet my phone ,It is her fault. I have tried my best.

OK, So so so many times i am eager to give up.

This time, It comes true.

I should make me stronger and welcome my  new life.

I think i will be better, have a better marriage ,not with her, but with one fresh girl.

.....Hold on!