Jun.16 Diary today

It's 19:24, Satuday. Outside the office window, it's dark and the rain is still pouring.
There is nobody other than me in the office at this time. I'm OTing as this is my first oncall shift.

 

I feel abandoned.

Around 3 months ago, I made my decision, which now turn out to be wrong, to resign from
my previous company and came to the place where I am.
I have never been anything but happy as I used to be since then.
The work here is not what I want or rather,  I'd like to say, the life here is not what I want.
Eveything changed. The city, the company, the co-workers, even almost everything here let me down.

I hate being interrupted by others during my rest time. But now, I should adapt myself to this.
I hope I can take charge of my own life and work. though not totally.
These days, I usually fell into deep miss of the time I spent in GZ.
I missed the time when I went shopping, when I cooked and when I played Chinese draughts with my lwp.
Moreover,  I also missed the joy when I played billiards with my friends every week.
Days had gone but I am in this city without you!
I have a strong desire to go back, to find what I lost

Anyway, I sill have to wait till next year because working in IBM would be a very important
experience for my next job hunting and for my career in the long run.